From The Observation Deck…

Sunday November 8th 2020.

Observation Deck.

Too many people are stuck in their “country” as an identity and then view other “countries” as separate from their “being”. I am residing in the country named USA, I am happily able to “feel” like I can zoom in and out of the ever increasing divisions. My loved ones here are very anxious. False “unity” is everywhere here. That too is damaging many peaceful interactions. I can see the multiple “time lines” ahead and I am NOW seeing WE must choose individually before WE can collectively move forward. I feel it strongly and intuitively.

Let’s get creative and see clearly Peace is the Path.


The tunnelman returns. He’s back and he’s already in trouble.

Was he a figment of my imagination? Was he a surprise visitor? He was definitely a menace! I’m not sure how he came about really but I do know this, he stole my music and art for a while and I tried like crazy to get rid of him. He wrecked my Nightclub, he ruined my first marriage, he put me through hell. I tried taunting him into the open so I could ridicule him in the hope that he would just disappear from my life altogether. He did go away for a while but somehow I knew he was lurking in the shadows. Then earlier this year he was back, only this time he was running scared, he seemed desperate and panicky. My curiosity got the better of me, I was drawn in and we started to communicate. I was super wary of this adversary and sure enough it wasn’t long until my nemesis started pulling his old tricks. I quickly remembered that old saying, “a leopard never changes it spots.”

As bold as brass, he stood in front of me and said “come on mate, you gotta help me, we were friends and you can’t turn your back on a friend.” I smiled a wry smile and said “Sorry matey, you’re on your own this time.” I could tell from the look on his face he was pissed off with me. His tiny brain was working overtime and looking for a way to con me again. He held his arms open and walked towards me and I gave him a hug, carefully dropping a tracking device in his shopping bag. He had no idea that I was doing it and said “Hey man, can you at least lend me some money, for old times sake?” I answered curtly “no, not this time, sorry.” He turned and left and I said “Goodbye tunnelman.” He muttered “fuck you” under his breath and left without looking back.

So now I am tracking the despicable little bastard as he tries desperately to find refuge in some of the oddest of places. Sometimes I start to feel sorry for him but I know where that leads, so I stop myself. He really has to make an active choice to change on his own, I have tried to tell him but he just won’t listen.

So, like the headline says. The tunnelman returns. He’s back and he’s already in trouble. I can show you some of his travels on a youtube site I started. Be warned he is not a friend…

Not sure how long he’s going to be monitored without finding out. He’s keeping very odd company. Viewer discretion advised.

Oh, and if you could either here or on the YouTube channel, let me know what you think of the tunnelman.

I have an opinion…

I have an opinion, you probably do too. Does mine nullify yours? Nope. Does yours nullify mine? Nope. Then we’re good, right? I support Freedom and Liberty. Do you? I have lots of questions and very few answers. I’m okay with that, are you? Can you adequately describe unconditional love? Me neither. Do you think it is worth pondering it’s existence in this reality? I do.


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W.T. F. do I know?

I was asked by in 2017.

artists and a call to forward thinking mofo’s everywhere….

Posted: Mon Feb 27, 2017 6:29 pmby tunnelmental There are many ways forward and looking around the various places in this world that are trying to go forward, I see that. The only “real” way forward I see is to accept a certain responsibility to making change and by helping create a better world. I see some countries are even trying to test the principle of “universal basic income” and I salute that effort. The real problem I see is “the test” part of that, for an isolated test will only give one an isolated result. After all, it is a test that has the word “universal” in it and that should be what it does, test it universally. Slow progress is still progress, I suppose! The next sentence has struck me as sometimes funny and sometimes very sad; “there is nothing permanent in this world, yet people cling to the old ideas and are very reluctant to change.” It is this that makes me sad, the current “ruling elite” are using this reluctance (and a sight lot more) in order to keep their “status quo” running smoothly, thus allowing the old ways to continue the flow of wealth (not just money) in their direction. I often wonder what killed off the dinosaurs all those years ago? Did the larger predators get so greedy that their world became endemic? Here’s a good one, the only “constant” in life is “change.”
Have we as a society lost all faith in our humanity? Not me, not yet, I believe we are able to positively advance mankind by being kind, caring and compassionate. Around the world there is much talk and some action; sadly the timing is (in my humble opinion) a little too late for the “old template” brigade preaching bloody revolutions. I believe that the current rulers of this world are not only well aware of those “hotheads in hotspots” they are pouring petrol on that fire and in some cases supplying the matches.
So what do we as artists do? We really must do something, we have that fire inside that burns, that need to create, that desire to show the world our inner most being. Is that enough? Yes, in most cases, though not in all and I am one artist who is willing to show more of me than before. Are you ready? who cares, you are going to get it anyway.
It is clear to me that we have been conditioned by fear, you may or may not agree but I believe that is true.
I think we should face our fears, especially those that society has fed us. I acknowledge danger is real but most fear is manufactured. There are no real failures and the biggest lie, in that list of fears that has been fostered upon us is the “fear of failure.” That feeling in your gut that you are not worthy, that “little you”, who was deceived into believing you did not matter. I was told to “not get ideas above my station” by a careers teacher at school, be a good little worker like your Dad, accept your lowly birthright. What a load of bollocks.
The opposite of fear of failure, depended upon my measurement of success. So, how do I measure success, you may ask. I will try and answer, though it may challenge many peoples idea of success….
I think being able to rely on each other in times of need, is a success.
I think having food, shelter, healthcare and education is a success.
I think standing up and being able to say whats on your mind is success.
I think compassion and empathy for those that suffer is success.
I see this forum for artists who challenge “the status quo” is success.
Well now that I am successful, I will buy a villa on a nice island and retire….Oh, wait a minute….Some people don’t have food, shelter, healthcare and education. Bugger, now I have to make more music and art that helps raise awareness, I have to start shouting and screaming that “we all should have the basic requirements of food, shelter, healthcare and education.”
This time I mean it man, everyone, yes even “them”…. and stop with the bullshit, we can afford it easily, it just takes a little shift towards kindness, caring and compassion.
Okay, I will sell the imaginary villa and live basically, I will make music and art but I do have some demands….go to the start of this post for instructions.
Round and round and round we go, where we stop, no-one knows…..

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Yawn, good morning? Time to wake up?

Who are we at war with? Could it be that we are at war with our Masters? Are the “ruling elite” starting to get a little concerned? Will they try and distract us from our awakening? Anyone know the lottery winning numbers? Did you hear what that politician said? Did my team win? They are having a sale at the mall, have seen that new restaurant? Oh, look a cute kitten typing? Do you smell burning? Have you seen the crazy guy who is promoting peace and love? Are the door’s locked? That girl on X-factor can sing and they own her?